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May 16th, 2005


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10:14 pm
lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed



I'm going to learn this song tomorrow. I wish I could play it right now, I don't like to play when my parents are home. I feel uncomfortable, I need privacy. Sometimes I just really want to play for people, but a lot of the time I just need to play for myself otherwise it feels restricting. I don't know how to describe it. I've never played anyone my own songs, my lyrics are embarrassingly pathetic. A dirty lymric is more poetic then my stuff. Maybe if I practiced writing more. Words are my enemy.

I will practice tomorrow, real practicing involving scales and beethoven. I can play radiohead and phish till no end but that isn't helping my technique. My muscles are starting to get weak and I can't play as long which sucks. I can still go a good hour though . . . but that's not enough.

Played some frisbee with denise today. I don't have a frisbee anymore so we bought one for 2.99 at CVS. That thing is the biggest (and by biggest I mean smallest, it was a little bit bigger than the size of my hand) piece of crap I have ever bought, I need a good frisbee. I borrowed Liss' throughout the year, and I don't want to stop playing just because I'm not at school. But it was so nice just throwing a frisbee around at this beautiful park in croton. It was just the right warmth that you felt comfortable but not hot, and could walk around barefoot. Which is my absolute favorite part of warm weather . . . not wearing shoes. I love the feeling of grass between my toes. It has the cool feeling that almost feels wet but not really. Although I will admit. I had to put my shoes back on. . . there was too much goose crap lying around. I'm trying to keep my good habits that I developed this year. I'm def. going running tomorrow, hopefully denise is coming with me. There are these awesome paths at Croton point park that I desperately want to get lost in/ explore. It seems like they all lead to little private beaches, or areas. I wouldn't run through those, I'm not good with hills, I'm hardly good with running a flat path.

Have you guys heard about those new cats? They're the size of dogs, part cheetah or leopard or something. They're about 5000 dollars and illegal in New York state . . . .and I want one. . .. bad. Even my dad likes them, and my dad doesn't like anything with more than two legs. They are so beautiful and elegant looking.
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: Muse - Absolution

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From:fweever
Date:May 17th, 2005 01:47 pm (UTC)
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I know what you mean about practicing in front of people. I want people to hear my stuff, but when I pracicing, I'm not performing, so I dont' want anyone to hear it.

Learn to ignore. Hard, but worth it.

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